Thinking Of You

 

 

 

Boy I’ve spent a lot of time on this

More than I should

But there’s that little itch

That oh I wish I could just get to scratch it thing

 

It’s all so improbable

So completely not happening

And there’s so much history to confirm that

 

But I’m just not able to drop it

It’s not the lusty passion play

It’s just boiling and churning so deep

Deep at my core

 

I’ve always wondered

About the ones who find each other after a while

It’s not a lightening bolt

More like the flash of a snapshot

 

A second in time

Where it just happens and moves forward

Captured in pixels

And shared in a snap-

Here and there

 

I’d like that with you

More sweet kisses

Looking into your eyes

 

And your scent

Oh that scent

 

I experienced that scent just the other day

I don’t know why

It was like you were there next to me

But I was alone

But the scent was all too real

 

I’m trying to change

To make what I want real

To commit to a plan

To have a best friend again

 

A real best friend

Who I love

And loves me

To hold and to share

The real things in life

 

Not fancy dinners and cocktails-

But walks in the rain

Not this thing and that-

But art and ideas

 

You seem like you get it

I guess time will tell

Nothing may come of it

And you may never see this

 

But if you do

It’s because it is real

And I want you to know

That I’m thinking of you.